Good days!

Road test pwn3g4!! Y_Y Easy, breezy, beautiful, LITTLE GIRL! LOL! I'm really hyper right now. It's all warm and shit out and I just drove home with my window open and my music up and I passed a bunch of people, so it was fun. Hah, I love driving! I should write some poetry. I wrote a short poem for my profile and it was good, so I should write more. But what to right about??

My Galactic Cosmos

Tenants of a disappearing room which revolves around a senseless sun,
spitting fire upon our lonely hearts of ice, melting us all into one.
Capture the light when we move as one unit, sharing this energy,
place that photograph on my mirror, become a memory with me.
Images pressed into fossils in the dirt, stones of youth, pebbles of my past,
laid into the cobblestones of this road we travel down way too fast.

My eyes reflect those changing scenes, red, bloodshot, and painful,
but I can't cry for the life of me, which leaves my heart dry and distainful.
Colorful oils on the blank canvas of a life laced in sin and made of honey,
left the most beautiful scenes in my dreams, framed in a lust for sex and money.
Truthful lies amoung the stars, reaching down to the trees, like veins,
I watch this gray sky fade to black from my bed through the cold window panes.

Send for me when you reach your home,
I'll wait here, but I'm not alone.
Together, we can be apart of the known,
Feel this harmless spirit inside my bones.
Send for me when you reach the sky,
I'll wait here, but I won't cry.
Together, we can be believers in a lie,
Feel this harmfull spirit inside as life dies.

A galaxy away, fighting across the heavens to your heart,
lost my paradise once again, but I had to find it from the start.
No playful motion in my frozen outer space, a tomb for dreams,
once they contract the warmth they dance, from invisible sum beams.
Tenants of a disappearing room which revolves around a senseless sun,
spitting fire upon our lonely hearts of ice, melting us all into one.

I like the first two lines. LOL that's about it. Hah, what do you think??

Three bottles, poison is in one...

Another good weekend. Except for today, which was mediocre. I don't feel like updating my LJ, so here I am. Good ol' blog. Thursday started the weekend. While MUN was canceled (grr), I still stayed after school... until 7:00!! O_O Yah, fortunately there were a lot of other people staying after as well. A long and very confusing conversation period in the middle stairway at school with the lights off with... Lexy, Will, Pat, Abby, Alex, etc. And Sheida kept walking by every-so-often. Most people left around 5-ish, but I was there until 7... Those were some interesting hours. *sighs* I suppose I could've stayed for the Variety Show cause I heard it was good, but instead Steve, Dylan, Kayla and Jess picked Alex and I up and we went to the Mew's to eat dinner. Yummah! Then they dropped me off at school around 9:10-ish... and I had to hung around school more until 9:40 when my parents showed up. Long day!

Friday. Hmm.... what happened Friday? OH! Everyone came to my house! w00t! Friday was a day of much debating, and a lot of commentary on "the war." Now, I think I'm the only one who sees it all as one war. It's broken down into dozens of little ones, currently, but it all amounts to one in my head because I've got a share in each one. The drug war, the friendship war, the sex war, the school war, etc. It's getting very complicated again. And I guess that's how I like it, so it's easier to write about. *shrugs* If I could get the inspiration to write more than a sentence or two, I'd have a pretty good story going, but as it is all I've got is a line stolen from The President. I'll make myself write more, I promise. I hope. Friday was pretty good, although Mur said something that really pissed me off. *grrrr* I'm okay. I swear. Everyone (Alex, Dylan, Steve, Mark, Jess, Daine, Kayla) came over my house at irregular intervals, but eventually we all got there and watch part of the Dane Cook DVD. Which r0x0rs, btw. It was funny as Hell. And then everyone left after 11-ish, but I stayed up in the attic until 1 in the morning reading old year books. Yah. Weird. Finally I cleaned up... and went to be around 2.

Saturday. Um, went to Warwick with the usual crowd. Hung around Alex's for a while, but got kicked out when his mother made him go to play practice...so we decided to go with him and Jess! This meant I got to hang around Prout for 21/2 hours on a Saturday. Not my ideal Saturday, but it ended up being pretty fun cause we played Risk in the commons and got to listen/watch a bit of their rehersal. Damn, it was good! You guys rock! ^_^ I wish I could sing 'cause then I'd totally be in the plays. But I can't... at all. *shrugs* I'll stick to writing. After Alex and Jess were done we went back to Alex's and played more DDR and watched the Cowboy Bebop movie I bought Steve for his birthday. I've seen parts of it and I know all the music to it, but I didn't know it was so good!! OMG it's one of my favrorite anime movies now. I dunno if it's good enough to replace Metropolis, but it certainly ties with the likes of Spirited Away and Mononoke, even if it's in a different catagory. Damn I love anime! The butterflies were beautiful. And I had to read the manga after I got home, though the art isn't as pretty as the movie animation, I can still enjoy crazy Bebop antics. w00t!

Sunday. Sunday has been boring as hell. Got up for church, but when we got there, there were no parking spots. So instead of going to mass we skipped it and went out for breakfast. I'm going to die of bacon poisoning, but it's worth it. Yummah! Then... we'd sorta been talking about hitting the arcade in Newport, but decided not to. So I posted something for Wingless, then watched movies all day. I was gonna watch Spirited Away, but found Fiddler on the Roof instead, so I figured I'd actually learn who everyone was and know the songs. It's a good movie!! But the ending... I still can't fully appreciate, even after watching it twice. Maybe the play will jolt me into full appreciation of it, hopefully. I pigged out on all the food in my house and after that watched Pirates for like the 7th time. I was into it for a while, but Dad had to come up to my attic to work in his fucking taxes and make a lot of noise and my interest just died then and there. So I closed my eyes and listened to the music. And now... here I am...

FREEZING COLD AND ABOUT TO KILL THE ONLY PERSON I WANTED TO SEE THIS WEEKEND SO BADLY I STARTED CRYING ON ALEX... Actually, I don't think he noticed. Though he prolly heard me say it to the whole room, but whatever. Okay, I was sitting in the back of Steve's car and I looked down at his pants... And they reminded me of BARRY! What the fuck is that?? His PANTS! I mean, come on, how fucking pathetic am I? And there was a really sad Oasis song playing. And then, I had to go and think about it, didn't I?? I thought the line from that song... Save tonight, fight the break of dawn...

Barry, I'm fucking SORRY, alright?? I don't know why I'm bothering with those guys, I just am cause I'm lonely, remember?? Okay, so this whole thing is not working for the two of us. The jealousy game is getting outta hand! I mean, it was a month ago and I thought I figured it out. But being honest with you again just drove you FARTHER away... now you've gone and gotten offline and I can't talk to you about it. GODAMNIT! I can't win. I just need to SEE you and talk to you face-to-face, cause online I just don't think you get it. You're the only person I would work so hard to keep a relationship going with... Damn it. Never mind. I don't know what I think anymore. I just want you here. Or I'll go find a nice hole to hide in for a while. Sounds good. Or not... I'll prolly do something dramatically stupid now. Oh goody. I can't win.

You want my god damn soul?
Or, what was it that you said?
"It's not you're soul I'm after..."
Fine, take it then, I'm sure to wind up dead,
Cause what I told you from the start
Still stands among the lies...
You'll be the death of me in the end,
So here I say my good-byes...

Clock makes a fool of history...

Wow. I'm really fucking horny right now. Gah, if only I could've stayed at Steve's... *dies*

ANYWAY -- KILLER WEEKEND, BABY!! ^_^ Lots of shit went down, lemme start with Friday:

Good school day. Then I hung around with a bunch of people after school. Finally when to Alex's with Steve, Erik and Kayla. Played a little DDR, left for Haruki. Mmmm... I must strongly recommend the Salmon Teriaki to anyone who goes there. Anyway, fun times trying to race Alex in Steve's car. Wow, I can't wait until I get my licence! Hehe... Then we saw Secret Window. Okay, I didn't read the book so I don't really know the differences, but for a Stephen King story, it was MAD predictable. It's like... HELLO! That plot's only been used a MILLION times... But... Johnny Depp = really hott, not to mention he's an AUTHOR and I totally dig that. Considering, ya know, he's an author... *drools* And it left me not really thinking I'm gonna eat a lot of corn... ever. Got home, read some stuff, went online and did a shit load of research for SKMUN until around 1 in the morning. Then bed. w00t. Friday over.

Okay, Saturday. Saturday was AWESOME! Got up around 6, got all ready for SKMUN and shit. Drove to the highschool, met up with people. My committee was GREAT! I was 2nd on the speaker's list! *is proud of self* And I made a lot of motions and seconds and shit. It was so much fun! United States was really nice, I just wish she stuck to her country's opinion more than she did. But, oh well, c'est la vie! I definately used United Kingdom's opinions nicely! Which is why I was SO ANGRY when theu tabled my resolution. *sniffles* And then passed the one that banned pharmecutical companies from used PATENTS! I mean, WTF IS THAT!?!? No one in their right minds would vote for the, except the poor AFRICAN COUNTRIES... 'cause they need the medicines. But I was pissed. And the one that I wanted people were standing up and being like "THIS RESOLUTION KILLS AFRICANS!" and I got up there and was like "SHUT UP, BITCHES!!" Okay, I didn't say that... what I said was this: "This resolution doesn't KILL AFRICANS... HOW can you say that?? AIDS kills Africans, which is why we're all here today, remember??" It was good. Lunch was FUNNY AS HELL! LaBarbera was hilarious, as usual. And I got all his subtle jokes. I think I was the only one who got the 150 phone number joke. OMG it was great. *snickers* And the food was DA BOMB, as predicted. 5 people from Prout won awards. I was not one of them. *was sad* But that's okay, we still get cookies! Then... went home... Will came over... Watched Armegeddon. GOOD MOVIE!! *loves Bruce Willis* Let myself get really freakin' PISSED about some shit. But whatever. It's over. I'm good. Saturday over.

Sunday... lemme just say this:
EVOLUTION KICKS THE ROCK AND SOCK CONNECTION'S ASS, BABY!! Randy Orton is my GOD! *drools* He's adorable. REALLY FUCKING HOTT!! *gets up and DANCES more cause she WON! AND NO ONE ELSE DID!*

And, most of my other predictions came true:

RVD and Booker T won.
Scottie 2 Hottie and Rikishi won.
Victoria won.
Cena won.
Undertaker won.
Eddie won.
EVOLUTION WON!
GOLDBERG WON (with Stone Cold kicking ass)!

Yeah. w00t...

Disappointments: MY SWEET LITTLE BABY HBK LOST! *cries* TOTALLY UNFAIR! And, by far, the WORST MATCH OF THE NIGHT:
Christian vs. Jericho... Ya know why?? CAUSE TRISH IS A CHEATING WHORE, A LYING BITCH, A DOUBLE-CROSSING NO-GOOD SWINDDLER WHO DESERVES TO DIE!! *pouts* NO ONE can say "No!" to Jericho and "Yes!" to Christian!! It's unbelievable! >.< But, as Daine and I said... In retrospect... we should've known that anyone who can wear heels THAT big is a fucking BITCH!

I didn't get to DDR with mah peeps! And I REALLY missed my Jess! *was sad* But, all-in-all it was still a good day.
Only 10 days until I get my licence.
Congrats to Barry for getting his! You're my hero! ^_^