Kiss goodbye to tomorrow...

Alrighty, got home a little while ago from my IB religion exam! *phew* SO GLAD that's over with! >.< Now I can relax... and focus on my english paper, many bio feild trips, SATs, math exam and any other general homework I missed while being out. Ugh, I feel better, but that might be due to the fact I'm like on lots of pretty pain reliever/fever reducer thingys. Hah, anyway, I'm just chillin here. I wanted to go to Applebee's, but nooooooo... Damn. Oh well, feildtrip tomorrow, anyway. I should be working on my paper right now, considering it's due Friday and I haven't started. Hah -- yes that's terribly funny -- shhhh, don't tell them I was laughing. More like snickering at myself than laughing. I'm really positive my fever's gonna SHOOT UP to like 102-ish around 6:00 tonight, because it's been doing that every evening for a while. Lovely day, isn't it??

Well, anyway, I don't know what else to write about. I don't think anyone even READS my blog anymore. But it's where I feel I can be the most random, as opposed to LJ, which is more like yummy community stuff. Who knows, I'm psycho. *cringe* So... now I'm just waiting for Dylan to get online so I can bother him! Hah, cause he's the one who gets outta school earliest. Hmm... anyway... Well, here's a random quiz thingy:

What Irrational Number Are You?

You are e Of all the irrational numbers, you are the most intense. By nature you are powerful, although sometimes you can spiral out of control. You are good with money; the interest seems to just compound whenever you are near. When someone uses the word "exponential" they are probably talking about you. In some ways you and φ are a nearly perfect match. Not to mention how attractive φ is. But then, there is the remarkable π... Your lucky number is approximately 2.71828183

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Nice to know. I'd write poetry, but I'm not in the mood. That's all for now. Probably all for the rest of April. See you in May. I'll have a big one-year-anniversary post, I promise!! OMG THAT'LLL BE SO MUCH FUN!! ^_^

Warm weather should drive the Ice Monsters North, leaving the Fire Demons to bask in the sunlight...

Well, the universe has been balanced! Hooray, it only took... umm... 14 days to happen. Two weeks ago I drove to Warwick by myself, but never drove home, because after I got the flat, dad drove home and mom lectured me in the car. Then there was a lot of stuff with the van, getting it fixed, letting Ali borrow it, and I haven't really driven it since (unless you count driving it home from the repair place with no mirror). And I had that weird feeling that I'd forgotten to do something because I hadn't driven back from Warwick. But, as luck would have it, Ali returned my van to me today! Yay! I got my Love Machine back! w00t! She met my mother (who drove) and me at, guess where, the Warwick Mall! So my mother took her back to Boston and I got to drive the van home! ^_^ Now I don't have that feeling because I've completed one cycle, even though it took me two weeks... O_O And now I can cart around up to 6 other people because the middle seat is back in. I'm not sure if that's a cursing or a blessing. Hmmm...

Ugh, I'm in a lot of pain! DDR for something like 4 1/2 hours yesterday up in Newport. At least the weather is GREAT finally, after a long time of WAITING for it to warm up. I drove home with the windows down. It was so nice! Newport was crowded, but it was awesome. I'd never played at the arcade before. My only complaint is that I'm not heavy enough to hold down the holds on those stupid arrows -- IT'S SO UNFAIR! I don't know how the little kids do it. Maybe it's better to play really fast songs because the holds aren't very long. Anyway, ate lunch from Subway, played DDR and Airhockey forever, went back to Lexy's and had really good pasta and salad. Mmm... I haven't eaten that much in a while. Everyone was patient while I finished. Thanky!

And now... it's the last day of vacation. I wanna go DO SOMETHING!! Maybe I'll hang out with Dylan and Steve later. I don't think I have homework I should do... I have some french and I could always work on the World Lit paper or study for my IB religion exam... which is a week from Wednesday. O_O Oh god.

This week I'm really looking forward to a couple things: Good weather, seeing KillBill vol. 2 cause I missed it on Friday, and (of course) opening of Fiddler on the Roof!!! I love Prout plays, there's something about them that just make me all happy! Hehe, wow, I was really unhappy this morning/last night/all week/whatever, but I'm in a good mood right now. That's what a car is. It's not just an engine and a transmission and a gas tank and wheels, that's what a car needs. What a car is, what the Love Machine really is -- is FREEDOM! ^_^

Thank you Jack Sparrow. Hah... Okay kids, enjoy the warm weather and stay outta trouble, ya hear?

Well, that's life.

Happy Easter! Now that Lent is over, I can stop making sacrafices in the name of Jesus and indulge myself in the sin and happiness of Pentecost. Oh wow, I'd hate to see how much worse I could be. It just wouldn't be safe. But everything else is changing, including my reasoning skills. Those were shot a month ago, but the real damage wasn't realized to recently. Seriously though, it's a lot more fun this way. People should learn to completely kill their conscious. It makes for many interesting stories! ^_^

Anyway, so I'm just sitting here with nothing to do. And I'm in a sort-of poetic mood, but that doesn't mean I can write. I have no reason to write, I'm pretty damn content. *sigh* What is it with me and needing to be upset to write anything?? That sucks. Oh, I totally played d20 Modern with the guys yesterday. Yup, I did. Not that it helped my understand any of what they say any better, but at least I had a lot of fun! I can't wait to play again, I kept thinking about my character today.

Oh, I'm mastering the fine art of Spacing Out. I went for 10-minute increments today without perceiving any outside influence. It's a bit like meditation for me, only it's really hard to get established at first. It's like "How am I supposed to not register ANYTHING??" because normally, I notice every little detail, smell, taste, sight, sound, touch, thought, etc. I can take in everything at one, process it, and usually make good guesses with that info. But this day-dreaming bit allows me to block all that out and focus entirely on my thoughts. I usually pull it off in Mass for a few minutes at a time, but I was so bored this morning that I actually tried to train myself to do it better. It makes the time go by faster. Then I did it during dinner and on the car ride home... I totally missed most of 93 and almost all of 95 because I had my eye closed and I was totally lost in my thoughts. Mmm... good meditation! Or bad, maybe. It allows me to think too much. I've been trying to get away from thinking and just focus on one aspect of outside influense lately. It's how just about everyone else functions, I just never had that problem... or gift... I can't tell which. I hate having to act stupider than I actually am just to make people like me.

Okay, what else to write about?? I'm gonna make this a long grueling post because I have nothing better to do. I've got the next week off. It's a vacation, I don't need SLEEP! I could stay up as late as I want tonight. Ugh. I need to shower, though. Mom apparently forgot to wake me up this morning so I'm up 20 minutes before I was supposed to be in church. That sucked. I didn't even bother to shower, just washed up and got dressed. So my hairs all pretty looking, but I can tell it's just really GREASEY! Ew! I take after Snape. That's not cool. Speaking of which, I should be watching a movie!! Damnit! Had I started Thursday night... I could've beat my record by 2 nights by the last night of vacation, assuming I got to watch the movie every night. That'd be 11 days. *sigh* OH well, I'll have to wait until summer. Hah, at least that gives me a goal this summer, to watch it for at least 10 days. Hah!

And now this post is coming to an end because I have to go use the bathroom. And plus I wanna read some more HP if I'm gonna finish all 5 books by the end of vacation, which isn't gonna happen because I'm gonna be in Massachusetts too much. Grr... I need to call B soon... I think he's prolly in SC with his family, because he never picks up when call his room. Okay, now I'm just thinking through typing, so thinking really slowly. Gah. Whatever. Happy Easter...

122 text documents in my poetry folder. That's a lot!

Slipping away; don't let go... or else, I'll fall with you!

Well, what's it been? A day since Jess left, same for Meg, and like a few hours since Kayla left, but already I MISS MY GIRLS!! *sniffles* Oh well, Lexy and Dae were at Mark's today, so that's good! ^_^ But I want all my girls with me!! I dunno if Sarah left already or not, but she's going to the Carribean, too. Everyone's leaving!! Actually, I am too. I was free yesterday, today, tomorrow, and Monday, and next Saturday and Sunday. But, Sunday's Easter at my father's parents. Then, I'll be gone for a few days: Leaving Tuesday to drive to Pennsylvania to check out Bucknell because it sound like a good school for me to apply to, I just wanna see the campus, maybe take a tour or something. Then doing that for a few other schools, and driving back Wednesday. I think Thursday I'm going up to Mass to check out Holy Cross, maybe Tufts. And Friday, I think, I'm going to my grandfather's for his birthday, even though I have no desire to go. I mean, I love my Gramps, but none of my cousins are going. Plus, Ali's taking the van then anyway and driving who-knows-where. *sigh* I'm car-less. So is Mark. So is Alex. Steve's the only one with wheels!! I can't tell if that's a gift or a curse.

Anyway. You know what a common theme lately is? Revenge. It's kinda pathetic. And inter-clique-ish conflict. Not just inner-clique conflict, but inter-clique conflict. O_o Wow, what a tongue twister! Hah, anyway... so that's a common theme lately. Maybe once I see The Punisher that'll sorta abate and just go away. Or maybe it'll heighten the theme. Either way, it looks like a damn good movie!

So, I need a job. I need to start paying for stuff and that comes with a job, plus it's almost summer anyway and I don't feel like being lazy. But where should I work?? Gimme some suggestion, because I'm an indecisive person, unless I get a really strong feeling or something. Which I'm not, especially in this case. Oh! That totally reminds me... I gotta do a reading. Cause I love them and I need one right now. w00t!

Batman... covered in BACON! Wow. What an image. I'm good with words. Or maybe just with fatty breakfast meats and superheros. *snickers* Okay, I'm so out.

A slave to freedom, a prisoner of liberty.

Send for me when you reach your home...

My jaw hurts!! Ouchies. Mayhaps it'll be better tomorrow, considering... tomorrow... is Lazarus. Which means I'm missing rehersal today in school. No biggie, but still. I'm also missing my French quiz. No biggie at all! Oh, it just cracked again. Ow! *winces*

Other than that... they fixed the tire. Goodie! But because my vehicle is so old the place where the spare is supposed to go, the little cord it attaches to broke or something. So now I just don't have a spare. That's not useful. End of my story. Pretty ammusing story, actually. *snickers* I just ate... an egg and 4 peices of toast and some cookies and orange soda. That's not exactly healthy, but it sounded good. I guess I can't complain, I mean, I could totally be in bio right now instead. *is gleeful* I'll copy the notes from someone else... hopefully... Well, actually, I'd probably still be in English, not bio, but c'est la vie! It's all the same to me.

Oh, did you know there's a paper towel brand called "Viva"?? All I can think of is that Eddie Guerrero uses that brand. "VIVA LA RAZA!!" ya know?? *ahem* Speaking of which, I missed Raw last night. I hope nothing too interesting happened. I fell asleep on the couch at like 8:40 and woke up around 10:30, but I was too lazy to turn it on and watch the rest so I just went to bed. *shrugs* My mouth hurt, too, so that was a big factor. I'm gonna write my english outline now and then read... for a lot of hours... because there's nothing better to do. Do you realize there's no good TV on Tuesdays?? It's sad. JAG used to be good. Hah. Okay. I'm so outta here...

That's the end of my story. Pretty crappy story.